Tuesday, December 30, 2008
new year new year
hopefully after the new year i'll have more determinations to study. i really need someone to guide me! haha..
anyway.. FYI, i'm starting another blog soon. so this one will not be in used once 2009 comes! haha. so i guess this is the last post. lol.
Happy new year to all!
Friday, December 19, 2008
许哲佩-疯子
洗脸我想哭
走路我想哭
静止我想哭
出太阳我想哭
起风我想哭
听歌我想哭
看喜剧我想哭
我控制不住自己
负担太重的情绪
我拒绝面对结局
沉重的问题我不想听
伱给的很多规矩说了很久的道理
却瞒不了我的伈
再压抑再压抑我快不行..
(天摇地动昏天暗地)
有眼泪没眼泪
伱觉得我疯了
我瞬间耳鸣听不见伱们说的
我疯言我疯语
眼泪让我瞎了
我哭我眼前世界
原来快乐要用悲伤换的
可知不知道
伱别在否认
我要的自由能不能够永生
可是我累了
我只好哭了
我像疯子的般不停的哭
我没有出路
伱也当我是个疯子
我是个疯子
Monday, December 15, 2008
classmates gathering
wee chien was sort of drunk i guess. thou boon piao told me that he drank more that wc did (they shared). lol.. wc actually call me xiuyi. lol.. must be drunk. lol.
Matt also ask why i nv invite them to the outing. i was... ... stunned. then i donno how to answer him sia. so awkward. rawrs!
really enjoyed the outing. haha..
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
after school...
I took 184 home. and a bigger sized Caucasian came and sat with me, occupying 1/5 of my seat :(
"hah. i shall sit here" he murmured. i tried to smile back convincingly and continue to read my storybk. Don't know why, he rest a part (actually wanted to type portion, but it sounded wrong. haha..) of his arm on my thigh. Awkwardly, i didn't move till the bus terminates at bukit panjang. "is that mrt?" He spoke again. "erm.. no, it's lrt" i said softly, wondering if he knows what is a lrt. lol.. then he said sth again, but i couldn't catch it. haha.. and he said,"bye!"
"bye.." trying to smile as convincing as i could.
Unexpectedly, after i alight from the bus, he wave to me again. haha.. so did i.
Phew... then i quickly walk to bbp to catch some food to eat.
Then i saw this boy boy sitting on the osim product. he's so cute, so i took a photo of him. Then i saw his grandma and sister standing beside the 'musical car' (those that move after you insert a doller or sth) hahaa.. i guess is the grandma's idea. Free seating on the uyoyo. haha.. and the little boy seems to enjoy himself. lol...
After looking ard, i decided to donate my money to the salvation army. haha.. Don't know why, i just feel tt i can't starve a bit to earn the smile of the ppl standing beside the donation bin. haha.. (sounds so noble.) well.. my mummy says:"有失必有得".. hope my little contribution did help a little to the ppl. :D
last korean language lesson
Yummy looking pics
My sis and i decided to go home immediately after the dinner. but we knew that the auntie is also travelling in the same route as us coz she live in bukit gombak. We avoided her by 'going shopping'. haha.. Waved goodbyes enthusiastically. Little did we expect. she didn't board the previous train! but we just acted as if we didn't see her. haha..
Monday, December 1, 2008
unexpected outcomes
All of a sudden, i feel that things do have unexpected outcomes. When people are appearing cheerful, actually these ppl are in great pain. Perhaps they are trying to hide their feelings. sigh. i feel so upset for them man. i donno how to cheer them up but i send my regards to you. if you need someone to talk to, i can lend my ears to you :)
cheers.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
after pbf lesson..
yup. can start to slack again. haha.. thank you all my friends and relatives for wishing me happy birthday. *deeply appreciated* lol.
Monday, November 17, 2008
my last day of being 18 yrs old
Lastly, i wish myself happy birthday! ('_')
Saturday, November 15, 2008
dinner with ex-colleagues
It's a dry afternoon. Woke up ard 11 plus and had my brunch (bread again). then went to study for my PBF test. really can't get anything in my head. My brain started to repel whatever things that i tried to get in. sigh. so i decided to surf net a bit. haha.. and look! this is what i tried to picture my own face. though it doesn't really look like me. lol..
Friday, November 7, 2008
trip to nus
isn't it cute? haha..
hope to meet up with shumin soon! Really miss her. lol.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
life in NUH :(
After the doctor examine me on the second day, i felt better and i told myself to be strong. i can't let my family worry for me. so, i decided not to shed a tear. Though the blood test was another disaster for me.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
My new hp ^^
okay, after my econs lecture, me, tengteng, and 3 other guys (not sure of their names) went to holland v to eat in coffee club. tengteng and i ordered seafood lasagne and a muddy mudpie! but i was very full when i finished my share of the seafood lasagne.
after tat, we intended to study coffee bean. generally, i felt tt it was quite productive. Although i wasn't able to focus fully bcoz of the little boy sitting behind me was so fugitive. some discussions led me to think, and thus i think i did understand the subject more. haha.. and the tables are too small!
oh ya, something embarrassing happened during the econs lect. i guess i better don mention here. otherwise... very throw face de. lol
Saturday, October 18, 2008
my grandpa's 11th death annivasary
Grandpa, you will always be remembered!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Lunch with my sis ^^
After econs lecture, i took bus 61 to holland v to meet up with my sister who is having her training at Civil Service College for lunch. We went crystal jade. hhaha.. i recalled the last time i stepped into crystal jade was ard 2-3 mths ago. I wanted to treat my sis, but in the end sis treat me. haha.. it always happen this way. ^^
then, i took mrt back to CCK. I was looking ard to see if i can meet up with my ex-colleagues. but i guess all of them are busy with PSLE and other stuffs. I got this strong feeling that i will meet up someone whom i know. There she is!-chiow yoke. hahha.. Teng's friend. Managed to do some catch up with her. can tell that she is stressed up, studying in NUS. i wonder if it's fortunate for me to study in SIM which didn't really have any stress. no tutorial no test. but only ONE final exam.
Soon, i alighted at CCK and went to change currency for aus dollars. haha. to earn some $. but sadly, they do not have any stock! goodness, i withdrew so much $. i went home quickly coz i scared later kena robbed. lol. okay, i'm exaggerating again.
说好的 幸福呢
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Thursday, October 9, 2008
depressed
Monday, October 6, 2008
Chick curry
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Back aka 1st time cooking
My father and sister says it's passable. hahaa. i'll blog more again abt my cooking skills next time. :)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
embarressing day
Sorry uncle meng!
LOL. okay, got to finish up my IBM mm first. take cares! ^^
Monday, September 15, 2008
Genting trip
Saturday, September 6, 2008
new PSP
anyway, i'm gg to genting soon. quite boring leh. go there also donno do wat. =.=
Thursday, September 4, 2008
The past few days...
haha.. i bought this nike bag on tuesday. Was able to tao jia huan jia. From $50 to $49. lol. (Don look at the screen like tt.) $1 makes a difference. LOL.
Monday, August 25, 2008
experience at nee soon camp
Friday, August 22, 2008
My life
i don't know why recently i feel so tired and restless. No mood to go out at all. I actually wanted to go for frisbee ytd, but i just feel extremely tired. =.=
On tuesday, i saw tt stalker again! in the same Econs lecture as me and teng. wah. the both of us went to hide somewhere lor. she sat so near to us and LUCKILY she didn't see us. otherwise... lol. after that we went to eat botak jones and went for badminton. haha. got this guy by the name of wayne. walao. play halfway then went off. say got stomachach after eating cabonara. *wonder if that true* =_-
Ytd, i went bukit panjang's mac for breakfast and i saw constance with her bf! hahaha.. wat a coincidence! lol. and stupidly, i can't stop waving to her la. lol. After tt i went for IBM lecture. tt lecturer is... ... ... always drift off one lor. talk a lot of nonsense.
I was talking to my friend tt day, but i can't rmb when was it. i'm not sure is it bcoz i was too sensitive or wat. i feel insulted. i tried to comfort myself so tt my volcano won't erupt so easily. lol. i told my sis abt this and she dare not give any comments. hahaa..
One of the reasons why i'm not feeling well is bcoz i ate heaty stuffs lor. one of which is the below =.=
Introducing.. kinder Joy with surprise. lol.
Miss kinder surprise? This is the clone of it. Should be coming to singapore soon ^^
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
omg
Just returned home with a little upset feelings.
First, i met the stalker. (recall in the previous^2 blog) She says:" heys, i'm so happy to see you! Where you sitting?" I replied:"somewhere in the LT lor" Didn't want to talk to her too much. LOL. "can i sit with you next time?" GOD! the worst thing happened. haiz.. I've got no good reasons to reject her. So i replied"haha. see next time how lor" Sounds a bit fu yan. but, i doubt she know tt i'm kinda dislike her. SIGH.
Secondly, i just went to take my specs ytd. and i discover a SCRATCH! walao. spent over $200 for a scratched frame. what kind of shop is this. argg. so i went back and asked for a replacement. one of the salesman told me tt they need to leave the specs with them and they may not be able to get the frame with the same colour so he asked if it is okay if the frame is replaced with another colour instead. I ignored him. walao. is it my fault to get it scratched? and i have to turn to other alternative? If i do so, my opportunity cost will increase wat (ppl who take econs will know) LOL.
Lastly, my house seems to be in north pole. All ppl seems speechless and i seems to be the joker in the house. Life is always better once my sister returns home. Sigh.
Thanks sis. You are always there for me (:
*muacks*
Thursday, August 7, 2008
1st week in SIM!
okay. i'll buck up de. Jiayou friends (:
Saturday, August 2, 2008
life is all abt ups and downs
I have a friend telling me tt a super weird ppl is studying in SIM. same sec sch, same jc, and now.. argg. why like tt! i dislike her eh. Maybe this is fate??!! T__T i don wan this kind of fate! lol.
moreover, i got this person whom i tot was a nice person in the past. This person would only turn to you when him/her needs help. who do you think i'm? Your god? During his/her crazy period, he/she don even bother to reply lor. i agreed! why should i be the one always giving in and be a nice person? NO. not this time. never.
Today, i tot it would be a great day.
Unfortunately, it is one of the worst.
I'm attending lecture. It was given by the man i respect most. I tot i knew him inside out. but i was wrong. His way of expressing himself has changed. his thinking, his emotions and his goal in life. I tot i was the one who would understand him better. i tot so. To me, now, he is a total stranger. i guess, i needed more time to know him better. i'm unfilial. I'm the one to be blamed. It's all my fault.
I'm sorry, dad.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
my life
i've been enjoying life these days. eat. sleep. play. blog. watch tv. and nth else! i'm getting more and more lazy. i've to drag myself out (if anyone were to date me) haha.. i understood how my friends who have stopped working earlier than me. hahaa.
Monday, July 21, 2008
My last 4 days
To S: Thanks for your guidance. I’ve become a more mature person (I guess).
To J: Thanks for your concerns and everything.
To K: Thanks for helping me. Meet up for majong session soon!
To C: Thanks for your kindness and stop being so zi bi. Eat with our lunch khakis.
To W: Thanks for your patience and stop taking photos! Haha..
To CM: Thanks for your lame jokes. They are really lame but funny. Haha…
To F: Thanks for your initiatives.
To Z: Thanks for your friendliness and your future guidance in SIM. Haha..
Thanks again. Love you guys! *muacks*
Anyway, my boss found the stack of applications. It was on her boss table! lol.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
BKK trip
Here is my details of the Bangkok trip (:
Day 1 (Singapore to Bangkok)
We took a cab to terminal 1 at around 7.30am. =.=
Soon, we went to check in and had our breakfast. There is free internet access terminal 1. haha.. So, went facebook-ing a while. (:
We saw the OTO “big foot”, and went to massage a bit b4 we board the plane.
After 2 hours plus, we finally reached BKK!

We took a cab to our hotel and went out shopping at Platinum plaza (: All the stuffs were super cheap lor. How I wish I can buy the whole building back. LOL. Ok, I shall stop exaggerating. Some more BKK is an hour behind S’pore time. So, I would have an hour more to shop. Haha(:
Day 2 (Erawanshrine, Chinatown, Central world and MBK)
We woke up at 8 am (S’pore time) and took a cab to Chinatown. As usual, we went to the same streets that we went the past trips (: Wah!! Got a lot of ppl and stuffs! I just can’t stop shopping (: hehehe.. then we had shark fins soup, fried rice, chilli crabs and bird nest hehehe.. damn nice lor.
Due to bad traffic in BKK, many taxi drivers refused to fetch us to our hotel. Thank god we found 1 kind hearted taxi driver after halting for almost an hour.(:
We “unloaded” our stuffs and took a cab to central world and went for Naraya (: haha!


Monday, July 14, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Another boring day
Recently, I’m kinda addicted to patapon (: All thanks to muimui who have help me to fix my PSP. Haha..
I’m flying to BKK this Thursday! Getting rather excited (: haha.. so.. ppl, don miss me too much k? okok.. I’m getting more and more 不要脸。
I shall go back and look for that dumb application form which I’ve been looking for since 10.00am. =.=
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Moody day
Actually, I have contracted some (only I know one) disease. =.= so, i'm kinda worried. NOT PMS.
Heard it might get serious. but, Don worry, it's not life threatening. So.. colleagues and friends. Pls bear with me for a few days. I need time to accept.. Thanks(:
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Hong Kong and Macau trip
It was raining heavily one the day of departure. Luckily we get to halt a cab to the Budget airport. Once we reached the airport, we went to check in our luggage and went to have our breakfast. Soon, we went to board our plane(: It was a 3 hours and 40 mins travelling time. -.- *my butt hurts*Upon arrival at the airport, we took a cab to the ferries terminal. We had some noodles and porridges at Finally we reached our destination (HK). We then took a cab again to our hotel.(Stamford hotel)Once we checked in, we went out to Ladies Street for shopping. We were all tired and then decided to return to hotel for rest.

Day 2 ( 王大仙庙 and万佛寺)
We were on our way to the 大屿山for 拜拜. Unfortunately, the cable car was under maintenance from 16 to 21 June. Therefore, we tot of going elsewhere so as to be able to take the cable car the next day. So, we went to the outlet shopping mall for shopping. We then took the MTR and travel to other temple, which is王大仙庙. There were a lot of ppl and we were all drained as we all had little water. T_______T Soon, we went to take the MTR again to go to 万佛寺. Wah. There were really almost a million of Buddhas along the way up to the temple. And there were almost a millions of mosquitoes bite me lor. Whole leg all mosquitoes bites. Some even got blue-black lor. =.= Then we went to back to the hotel.

Day 3 (大屿山and大澳)
We went out at ard 9 plus for breakfast and we had dim sum(:
Although the waitresses 's attitudes are rather weird, their food are recommendable. Soon, we went to take the MTR and later a coach to go to the 大屿山. Wah. The Buddha was seriously huge. Pant a lot as I climbed up the stairs. *look below*I counted the number of stairs. It was 252! Soon, we took a public bus to 大澳. They are selling a lot of dried seafood. We then went back to our hotel and rest.

Day 4 (Madame Tussauds and Disneyland)
This is the day which I have been waiting for! My family and I took the tram up to the Madame Tussauds. Hehe.. I took every statue.

Then we took the MTR to travel to the Disney line. Wah. Their train is one lor. LOL. Finally reached (: We took rides. We went to the small world and also to the Disney show. Their shops and goodies are also very kawaii! We went around and time seems to fly! T___T

We left at ard 8.30 after watching the fireworks (: super nice!


