life in NUH :(

From now onwards, i'll treasure my life like never before! After the swollen leg incident, i realised how important and how great that i'm able to walk on my own, running ard and going tolilet on my own! First day in the hospital is a total disaster. i was forced to wait at a waitng area for the doctors to examine me. i waited for almost 6 hours. Dying man. it seems like 6 years can! then i was told to 打点滴. super duper painful. i don even dare to fold my elbow thinking that it is an needle. Then blood flow out of the tube as the liquid finished. I'm not trying to scare you, but i'm sharing my experience. haha.. it's 4 days man!

My blood!

First night at ward 53. i can't sleep at all. My sister was there with me, sleeping on a chair. The coughing sound of the other patients as well as moaning of the other patients made me feel very upset. I think to myself, why would such things happen to me. I only know tt i couldn't stop crying. Bcoz i wasn't strong enough.

After the doctor examine me on the second day, i felt better and i told myself to be strong. i can't let my family worry for me. so, i decided not to shed a tear. Though the blood test was another disaster for me.

haha.. i got this get well soon card and flower from my sister's bf.

Sigh. My first bouquet of flower.......... ........... .......... is received in this kind of condition.

Here, i would like to thank all friends who show their concern to me and also ppl who came down to visit me. Especially tengteng, wanni and shumin. They made me feel better. Also i would like to thank my whole family. Love you all!

My new hp ^^

yes! finally got my W910i. i guess those who are holding on their w910i won't know i see them in a envious eyes. lol. the phone and everything is like~ so nice^^

okay, after my econs lecture, me, tengteng, and 3 other guys (not sure of their names) went to holland v to eat in coffee club. tengteng and i ordered seafood lasagne and a muddy mudpie! but i was very full when i finished my share of the seafood lasagne.

after tat, we intended to study coffee bean. generally, i felt tt it was quite productive. Although i wasn't able to focus fully bcoz of the little boy sitting behind me was so fugitive. some discussions led me to think, and thus i think i did understand the subject more. haha.. and the tables are too small!

oh ya, something embarrassing happened during the econs lect. i guess i better don mention here. otherwise... very throw face de. lol

my grandpa's 11th death annivasary

today is my grandpa's 11th death anniversary. it has been 11 years! i asked my mum how well did grandpa treated me and my sis. i can tell he dotes us a lot. but sadly, he left us to a better world. well.. maybe i should feel happy for him. at least, for now, he doesn't feel being tortured.

Grandpa, you will always be remembered!

Lunch with my sis ^^

Today, i just gotten back a assignment marked by my lecturer. Not fantastic results. I tot i can do better than that. sigh. but that is not the matter. i was affected by this incident. but what is done is done. the important thing is to understand and learn what i've went wrong. Agree? :)

After econs lecture, i took bus 61 to holland v to meet up with my sister who is having her training at Civil Service College for lunch. We went crystal jade. hhaha.. i recalled the last time i stepped into crystal jade was ard 2-3 mths ago. I wanted to treat my sis, but in the end sis treat me. haha.. it always happen this way. ^^

then, i took mrt back to CCK. I was looking ard to see if i can meet up with my ex-colleagues. but i guess all of them are busy with PSLE and other stuffs. I got this strong feeling that i will meet up someone whom i know. There she is!-chiow yoke. hahha.. Teng's friend. Managed to do some catch up with her. can tell that she is stressed up, studying in NUS. i wonder if it's fortunate for me to study in SIM which didn't really have any stress. no tutorial no test. but only ONE final exam.

Soon, i alighted at CCK and went to change currency for aus dollars. haha. to earn some $. but sadly, they do not have any stock! goodness, i withdrew so much $. i went home quickly coz i scared later kena robbed. lol. okay, i'm exaggerating again.

说好的 幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

depressed

recently, i feel tt i'm always in my own world. Like donno wat is happening to my surrounding. Even if i know, i can't be bothered as well. No mood to attend lectures also. Attend lectures like never attend like tt. I'm losing this and that at home and in sch! Although it is nth costly, but i know that it is me who is careless and didn't even take care of my own things. All of a sudden, i feel tt i'm so useless and hopeless. Is this the first few stages of depression?! oh no no no, i better change b4 everthing gets too late. at least, i know that there are ppl who cares for me. haha.. ya, it's you. :D

Chick curry

Here are some more pics tt i cooked. this 2 are ytd's dinner:
Haha.. The pork chop is not fully cooked. lol.
This is wat i done today.

i had a hard time cutting and peeling potatoes and all the stuffs. but it looks yummy isn't it? hahaa.. It is indeed nice. lol. :D

Back aka 1st time cooking

tada! i'm finally back to blogging. haha.. I would like to share with you what i've done yesterday! i cooked fried rice! haha.. look at the pic. Looks tasty right? hahah.. i feel ashamed of myself for always waiting for my mum to cook lunch or dinner for me. so, i've decided to help her out whenever i'm free so tt i can at least learn how to cook for my family in the future. haha.. I did taste some. and i realise that salt and all sorts of sources are not mixed well. haha.. Long time nv cook, tt's why gotten this kind of result. hahah.. so shameful. But generally, i think it's nice. Serious.
My father and sister says it's passable. hahaa. i'll blog more again abt my cooking skills next time. :)