depressed

recently, i feel tt i'm always in my own world. Like donno wat is happening to my surrounding. Even if i know, i can't be bothered as well. No mood to attend lectures also. Attend lectures like never attend like tt. I'm losing this and that at home and in sch! Although it is nth costly, but i know that it is me who is careless and didn't even take care of my own things. All of a sudden, i feel tt i'm so useless and hopeless. Is this the first few stages of depression?! oh no no no, i better change b4 everthing gets too late. at least, i know that there are ppl who cares for me. haha.. ya, it's you. :D