depressed

recently, i feel tt i'm always in my own world. Like donno wat is happening to my surrounding. Even if i know, i can't be bothered as well. No mood to attend lectures also. Attend lectures like never attend like tt. I'm losing this and that at home and in sch! Although it is nth costly, but i know that it is me who is careless and didn't even take care of my own things. All of a sudden, i feel tt i'm so useless and hopeless. Is this the first few stages of depression?! oh no no no, i better change b4 everthing gets too late. at least, i know that there are ppl who cares for me. haha.. ya, it's you. :D

Chick curry

Here are some more pics tt i cooked. this 2 are ytd's dinner:
Haha.. The pork chop is not fully cooked. lol.
This is wat i done today.

i had a hard time cutting and peeling potatoes and all the stuffs. but it looks yummy isn't it? hahaa.. It is indeed nice. lol. :D

Back aka 1st time cooking

tada! i'm finally back to blogging. haha.. I would like to share with you what i've done yesterday! i cooked fried rice! haha.. look at the pic. Looks tasty right? hahah.. i feel ashamed of myself for always waiting for my mum to cook lunch or dinner for me. so, i've decided to help her out whenever i'm free so tt i can at least learn how to cook for my family in the future. haha.. I did taste some. and i realise that salt and all sorts of sources are not mixed well. haha.. Long time nv cook, tt's why gotten this kind of result. hahah.. so shameful. But generally, i think it's nice. Serious.
My father and sister says it's passable. hahaa. i'll blog more again abt my cooking skills next time. :)